...well.

[Diamond]

Hey guys. I know it's strange of me to be on the internet under these circumstances, but...my sister died this past Tuesday. I don't even know what to think about it. She was only 20; how does that happen? The doctors say she had a stroke and an aneurysm of some sort. I don't understand! I've never heard of that happening to anyone under, like, 50! All I can think about is all the things my family and I are going to miss out on in life because she's not here with us. I was so excited about growing up with her, because we both were just starting to make our own way in the world (yeah, I'm only 16, but I was thinking about it). She was so looking forward to growing up and finishing college to become a teacher. She wanted to get married and have a few boys; she was so excited to raise them, and especially to name them. There were so many things she was excited to experience, and now she can't.... Would I sound cliched if I said it just wasn't fair?
I know there's nothing anybody can do about it now, but...I suppose it just feels good to talk about it to people who didn't know her. I dunno why, it just feels comforting. Thanks if you were able to read through all this...I know it's totally random of me, especially since I haven't logged onto this website in a pretty long time. You're just all such sweet people here...I felt like this was an okay place at which I could rant.

 

--Diamond

[Wolfchild]

I can only express my deepest sympathies, Diamond. You have suffered an unimaginable blow, and one which I know I would find extremely difficult to bear. I consider my little sister as my best friend, and we too, are at a stage where independence is gradually dawning upon us. Although you must still be in shock from all of this, talking about it is the first step to awareness and healing. I pray that you will be alright in these tough times, and keep strong for the future.

Respectfully,

Wolfchild.

[Leora]

Diamond, I'm hugely sympathetic, this really shouldn't happen to anyone.
It really is not fair.

I know that words don't help much, but I hope you'll be keeping strong. It's a horrible loss and I can't even imagine what you and your family are going through.

And only just 20. This year's been extremely cruel

Hold up. It won't be easy but eventually you'll come in terms with this.
Sorry for your loss

[Arwen005]

I can only express my sympathy for you and your family. I know what its like to lose a loved one and its not easy but you will get through this. Just stay strong. If you need to talk just send me a pm or email me at greendayiscool88@aol.com.

Arwen005

[Lairënuriel]

I'm so sorry Diamond.
16 is too young actually this would be difficult at any age.
My sister is my best friend and I am raising two daughters that are best friends.
There is nothing like a sister - I can not imagine what you are going through.
You have my deepest sympathies.

[Diamond]

Thank you so much, everyone, I really appreciate the condolences. The funeral was yesterday, and I think I feel a little bit better now. I keep telling myself that I just have to keep going.
My sister actually belonged to this website a while back. It was back when I first registered in 2004 I think, and I told her to register as well. She didn't post much, and after all the changes this site has gone through during the years, I dunno if she's still listed as a member, but her username was Liz R., if anyone remembers ever encountering her.

[Insane_Monky]

Dear Diamond,
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Keep your head up and stay strong.
I'll be praying for you and your family.
God bless.

-Monky

[Beren One-Hand]

Wow Diamond, that is really a tough blow to you and your family.  I'm so very sorry about your sister.  What a shame!  She had her whole life ahead of her.  I will definitelty remember to pray for you and your family during the continuing grieving process.